 The only true PAINFUL goodbyes,are the ones that are never SAID and never EXPLAINED. It hurts to love someone when I can't tell what I really feel...'cause sometimes I get hurt without him knowing... I get jealous without the right to feel that way... I want his time without being in the position to demand for it... 'till my heart is breaking in silence... But despite of it, I continue to love because somehow in this hurtful love, there's still the hope of having simple moments with him... even if it means, ... being just a FRIEND. Learn to be happy on your own.Don't depend your happiness with him/her. Because when you do, how are you going to be happy when he/she has left you? When someone breaks your heart, you turn into a small ball of self-pity, you lie on bed, you hug your knees and keep them close like a fetus. Freud said: " it's human instinct to go back to the womb where we can feel safe." everyday I soak myself with reasons to forget him...everyday I lie... everyday I try to find strength to get me through, yet, everyday, I DIE... Don't hold on because you think there will be no one else.There will ALWAYS be someone else. You've got to believe your worth more than being repeatedly hurt by someone who doesn't really care. And believe that someone will see what you're really worth. and treat you the way you should be treated... I woke up fallen so deeply in love with the wrong person, time and place.But then, one day I realized that its not the person, time and place that is wrong... But my expectations of a love story that made everything wrong. developing new emotions for someone is easy...the hard part is... getting rid of the old emotions you had for someone else... it's easy to love somebody when everything is wonderful...but the best proof of someone's love, is when they still love you even when everything is awfully in love. Sometimes, no matter how much you like one another, there are things that keep you from becoming together. Maybe, you just have to accept the fact that... there are certain things that have happened that will forever keep you as just FRIENDS. |
