 If you'll ask me how many times he entered my mind,I'd be lying if I say many, 'cause he entered only once... since then, he never came out. you can tell if that person is someone special... 'cause no matter what kind of mood you are in, s/he can always manage to make you smile. " It's funny how other people offer to do lots of brave things just for you...yet, we still choose someone who doesn't give us even just half of what others could offer." after a long time...I got the chance to see him again, he smiled at me and I did the same. He asked me if I'm ok and I nodded... then the words instantly came from him and he started to say: " I miss you so much... your eyes... the touch of your hand... the way you crack jokes... the words I love to hear from you... I miss the way we were before!" he hugged me tight.. as the tears fell from my eyes. God! he still love me! and then, I woke up... " a hidden feeling in someones heart is exactly the opposite of what her brain want to imply,simply, the more you keep it, the more it seen..." don't be cold to someone you care about,indifference and unanswered question hurt more than angry words... We are all guilty of saving old messages in our phone from someone who became really special in our lives... getting that same old feeling when hearing the songs that you once dedicate to that person... going to familiar places fives us that small twinkle in our hearts and smile in our faces... it's simply bittersweet... 'cause everytime that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when we were completely happy, and at the same time the sadness after realizing those instances were over... Maybe the bitterness is ok to stay...Maybe it's all we have left, aside from memories... Maybe being bitter is the only way we can move on... Because without the bitterness, We'd all just be martyrs, silently haunted and secretly torn apart. It's hard to go on loving someone who could never be yours...It's harder when the person you love doesn't feel the same way... but the hardest part is when the one you love... only loves you for fun. Only the heart can love without counting the cost...another mystery of love is the ability to continue loving even when the past is full of heartbreaks... |
